Showing posts with label Breakup. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Breakup. Show all posts
You were,
The slinky thought in mind
A destructive one so serious
You were the whisker in my nostrils
So sensitive and painful to pluck
You were on my head
In my reading, a vision of you!
You were on my eyes
My vision would blur and yours would appear
You were on my mouth
I would talk of how I yearn a sight of you
You were on my fingers
I would type your name in my typing
Or get startled in my piano classes
You were on my feet
But I couldn't reach you
Far away you were!

Time got pregnant
And gave birth to fate
You were the tenant in my heart
But I didn't know I was late
Deeply residing in your soul
You went astray
You kept me at bay
As I yearned for you every day
You dated my work-mate
My classmate
My childhood friend
You took me for granted 
A heap of dirty fragments
Of a weak-heart, a weak love

Yes you were but now you are not
You were my rose but now, not even my oat
I was your puppy but now, you are my goat
I was deep in your love but now I can't even float
We had a common goal but now you are all gross!

To trust a woman, never again
For I won't subject my heart through the pain
All loosing no gain
Not to me, am not insane!
You were
Like a perfect chord progression of my piano
But now,
A non-rhythmical piece of musical crap
You are no more to me!
I'm desiccated of tears
The thought of you
The so beautiful you
The finest physique
Leaves me in fear
Hot tear dropping on every blink
I remember the buoyant times
The laughter, the joy, the moments so prime
I remember holding you in thy arms
With nature watching in the vast lands
We were like cog wheels
Lubricated by the juicy lubricant called love

Here I am
A fool who frequently fouls in feelings
A dumbo!
Who yearns for more than what lovely he has
I failed
With lust taking the best of me
Blinding me, I couldn’t see
Losing you, no better than a dry tree!

Here I am again
With knees folded onto the dry dirty ground
Holding your shiny beautiful gown
Begging for mercy
Trying to recover lost love
The mistakes of soaring onto passing wind
The loss of someone so good and kinds

Here I am again and again
Crying blood, no longer tears
To lose this bond, I can’t bear
Seeing you disowning me
Makes my heart wear
Am stuck to your gown
I don’t want to see you gone
The least I want to see
Is to see you frown
I promise to do all it takes
To earn the love back
With love, with emotions
With feelings you can’t fathom
I take my patience and all
To beg for forgiveness
For you are the feather of my quill
And the flower of my rose
Please forgive me!